RETURN AND FAREWELL TO SLOVENIA
Bye Bye Slovenia.
It's your countryside I'm drawn to; your capital city I love to play in. There's a special kind of magic here; I don't doubt it at least, though I talk to one man that is sceptical of my meanderings about it. In my final hours of busking on my favourite bridge, this stranger interrupts me to talk a while. He retorts to my declarations of love for Ljubljana with "Oh, small countries are like small dogs! They always want attention! People always want to know what you think of their cute little country and then feel inflated with nationalistic pride when you say you love it - it's no better than certain villages in Austria!'"
It was an interesting conversation nonetheless, and as I'd made enough money for my bus to the airport I was happy to let him do the talking. Nothing could change my love for this place...
I arrived from Prague on Saturday night at around 9 p.m after a massive few train journeys, and after a quick shower it's straight to Metelkova Mesto I go, the Haight-Ashbury of Eastern Europe, or at least Slovenia so they say. A man I met there a month ago (has it been that long??) is doing a fire show that night that I want to see. It's raining as usual. There are plenty of puddles to dodge - it feels like I've come home almost!
Seems I've returned at the right time anyway, as it's the 13th anniversary of the existence of this squat turned fully-functioning-city-based-artistic-community and there are loads of innovative performances going on. In 'Gala Yala' (forgive me for forgetting the name of this bar...) a six or seven piece named 'The Stroj' is playing. I've never seen anything like it; all band members have hand made industrial instruments, trumpets made from pipes, huge metal drums and sheets of metal that make the most amazing sounds. They play a kind of organic drum and bass which gets me happily shaking my travel weary booty til the band is spent and their set is done.
Fire blazes and is spun into breath, and goes out again as the gathered crowd applauds and disperses. I watch Bhak's fire show with all the rest; the stink of kero an inseperable part of such magic. It's good to see him again. Later, we drive in the early hours to get pizza from one of the infamous greasy late night joints, and eat with the rain blurring our vision. He decides to come to Bled with me tomorrow, so we each busk seperately for petrol and holiday money.. I love this life... I'm on my favourite bridge and he sets up on the busy Cestova Ulica (main walking street) and all is well.
Ahh, the bridge, the bridge... the rain has stopped, it's Sunday market day, happy passer by weekend, and also a smiling baby contest judging from the looks in the many prams wheeling past me. Police only smile and nod 'Dober Dan' when they walk past, if at all - a far cry from officials in the Czech Republic! I make good money and go to collect my beautiful friend. His didj and drum echo down the street, drawing people ever closer to his magic hat, black and velvet and tall and hungry in the faint sun... but though the rain has stopped the clouds are gathering again, so it's on we go...
Our sense of direction hasn't improved a bit since we last met. Bled is only an hour way, though it seems to take us twice that amount of time for some reason after a lot of map checking and retracing of tyre tracks. It's too rainy to camp, so we circle the beautiful lake two or three times searching for the villa that will be ours for a couple of days.
It takes us a while, but we find it via a local named 'Buyan' (I remember his name as it sounds remarkably similar to Bouillon) who lets us stay for free in an old house he's done up for tourists, in exchange for a few hours of painting the next day (not done by me). Oh, to have a home for the night - it's shelter from the near-storm, it's a lovely nest with a window in its slanted roof, it's our new makeshift home, so we put the billy (jug) on the boil, hang out our wet clothes and sink into Sunday night...
Lake Bled isn't really a place to busk; I go looking for the centre of 'town', walk the wrong way (as usual) and find only apple trees upon narrow country roads... and also! a familiar smiling brown pixie face calling to me from a window; seems Jah guidance has led me to the house Bhak is painting, ha ha ha. He finishes his work; there's a beautiful castle upon a hill to explore. We don't go in but later climb some rocks at the back and gaze down at the vista below. There's a lake, blue and still. A green island in the middle with a church on top. Tiny boats ferrying people back and forth to it, while seagulls soar overhead. A new kind of peace in the air... I feel it's here I find the peace I knew I was lacking...
We drive back to Ljubljana two days later; I get a hostel for a night and Bhak heads to the streets again to make money for his onward journey. We say goodbye on a busy street; a swift and formal goodbye, no need for too many words though I wonder if I'd like a few more. As he picks up his drum again I realise there's nowhere for me to go but... ON. So I walk to a nearby park, sit for a while, wonder helplessly at the endless goodbyes of the traveller and the tugs of attachment. However, I don't reflect too long; the sun is out (hooray!) and everyone around me is smiling. I get up, cast off imagined sorrow and make for the bridge. It's waiting for me...
A few thousand tolas later (1 Euro = 238 tola) I spy a familiar face cycling towards me through the 'crowds'. It's Padma! a rasta girl I met in Rishikesh, India - of all the places! She tells me of her travels since then, of playing in fields with our friends Nico and Sam in England, and I plan to meet her at Metelkova later. That night they are playing 'Yellow Submarine' for free, and after this we are all so tired we just swap a bit of news and hug hello and goodnight once more. I have to prepare to leave this place the next day so I welcome the early-ish night...
It's during my final busk outside of the U.K for the year, the same one where I have the conversation about Slovenia being a small dog, that I also run into my new friend Igor. He's a painter that often sells on the same bridge I sing on, and also has the special significance of being the first person I met in Ljubljana, first time around. NOW, here he is again, cute son in hand, and I have my final Ljubljana converstion with him, promising to email and hopefully (hopefully!) be back next summer... it's a nice way to round things off - how I love this life's symmetry...
I've just finished a draft of this at the airport when a stranger smiles at me and asks how business has gone today. Seems I've been spotted again! We speak for a while about the joys of busking before our boarding calls are announced and then it's on to our planes we go; another fleeting conversation never to be had again, and a final goodbye to Slovenia... I despair not however; I will be in Edinburgh in the morning and in the presence of many a special Scottish soul, so Im not too worried...

